30 January 2010

Marriage - Wedding

So many of my friends have gotten married last year. Some I feel really happy for them... Some just STUNS me..... but no matter which category they fall under I will give them my fullest blessings & wish them a Fairy Tale Ending~

Anyway.. I found out that one of them is pregnant and will be expecting soon. *Congratz* (Cant imagine myself being a mother at this age!!~ So... YES I M SO STUNNED!!!!) Can one really meet a guy and decide to marry him within juz one year?!? or even within half a year?!? Maybe its smthg I will never understand.... or maybe True Love should be like this.

With so many people ard me gettin married... I would be lying if I say I am not worried about getting married ONLY when I am 30+++++++++++++++!!! The problem is I dun thk I trust guys enough... So... If you ask me to trust a guy completely and give him a commitment of a lifetime after being with him for just one year is IMPOSSIBLE de!!!!!!! The older I become the more confused I get... How would you know whether he is the right one.... How would you know you suit each other.... How would you know you can be with him for life.... A wedding is just one ceremony.... but marriage is one lifetime.... How would you ever know you are making the right choice? Even people who have been dating for over 7 years can get married and realise they are juz not suitable for each other. How will we ever know WHO is the RIGHT one.... SO many things I dont understand.... is it normal to become more confused as you grow older?!? I wish someone can give me an answer.