Had a wonderful dinner session with KiKi.... I was finally able to relax after being a babysitter for the past few days.... Never would I expect this day to come to a bad end. Hadnt felt such pain and sadness in over a month.... I try and I try to improve myself... I really did... Why do you keep picking on faults that I have no control over.... Why cant u see the effort and hardwork I put in instead..... Why do you always hv to break your very first promise.